But pain’s like water. It finds a way to push through any seal. There’s no way to stop it. Sometimes you have to let yourself sink inside of it before you can learn how to swim to the surface.
Katie Kacvinsky, First Comes Love (via pagibigdatcom)I haven’t written for long, but I didn’t had the time! First there was the practice… And then my best friend ignored me and then my other best friend ignored me to (he do it until now.. But we see each others on wednesday so..) After that school started again and no.. I don’t want to do that all my life (and then work..).. NO!
My mom talked to my therapist on monday and now she knows how I act to feel. She smiled as she came back.. Ha, I`m good at acting!!
Today we wrote 2 class tests and some other things but they don’t count.. I suck at everything! I don’t know why I do not drown my feelings in alcohol all the time.. ^^ But at least sometimes and then I feel a little better, even if I should feel worse!
Today I watched The Victoria Secret Fashion Show and now I feel even fatter than most.
I also started a test: 3 weeks vegan (no meat, but I was vegetarian already so this is no problem, and nothing from animals like milk or eggs..).. I think I do it well even if my parent arn`t on my side..
Who cares?
I’m not where I need to be, but thank god I’m not where I used to be.
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